Silent auction and Emily


Emily: “Nutcracker tickets…. We should get that”
Me (going for mom/math teacher of the year…): “there’s a $10 bid, how much should you bid?”
Emily: “$20”
Me: “ok”

From that point on, Emily kept going back to the table to check on her bid.

Emily: “Mom, it say $25”
Me: “How much should you bid?”
Emily: “$35”
Me (ok, she can add 10, that’s good but let’s make her add 5): “How about $30?”
Emily: “ok”

Emily: “Mom, it says $32, let’s put $50!”

My kid is a serious silent auction bidder!!!

Me: “Let’s try $35”

Emily: “Mom it says $40, let’s put $100!!!”
Me : “Let’s try $45!”

We got it at $45!!!

And I will continue to pay for private math lesson. :). I’m glad she wasn’t trying to bid lower so we are making progress.


Summer care or missed opportunity

School is over for the summer!

Earlier this week, Emily turned 15…

Up until Emily was 12, she was allowed to regular daycare for after school program and for summer program…

The summer she was 12, we had her registered at the YMCA in their summer program.  The program had weekly themes and sounded really promising.  I had a good conversation with the lady in charge and explained Emily’s syndrome, what she could and couldn’t do.  The program was organized and managed by University students.  I thought it would be a great opportunity for Emily to be exposed to other kids her age, to go swimming all summer and participate in some pretty cool activities.  In my naive mind, I figured that those university students would see a great opportunity to learn something new, to discover an amazing girl who has an extremely rare and severe diagnosis but who is loving, funny and doing really well….

Was I ever disappointed…. disillusioned…. pissed off even!!!  They didn’t really neglected her but they neglected her.  They didn’t care about her and never made a real effort to help her be part of the group.

I had told them that she still had issues with remembering to go to the bathroom so I asked them to send her before activities….  well that didn’t happened!  I would pick her up and she was soiled!  WTF!!! How hard is it to remind a 12 year old to use the washroom when you know they are struggling with that particular task….?  Apparently really difficult.

I had a chat with all involved and told them to put themselves in her shoes, how would she ever make friends and be part of the group if they didn’t help her….?

All I got were blank looks!!!!  Deer in the headlights look???

So we got her a watch, made the alarm go off once per hour and reminded Emily every morning that when the alarm went she needed to go to the bathroom.

I would pick her up at the end of the day and she was on her own at a table with a game or a book while the other kids were sitting in another corner… with those lovely university who were in charge!

Hurtful!  For me anyway!  They didn’t care!  Is it neglect?  It depends who you ask.

Those guys missed an opportunity to learn from Emily, to teach themselves and the other kids how to include and integrate a child who is different into their world…  They will be faced with this challenge again in their life but they will most likely keep failing at it until they start caring…

By now, you are wondering why she kept going?  Well that’s easy…. not many places will take a 12 year old who is challenged physically and mentally.  The YMCA had (still has with most people) a great reputation…

It gets better, I haven’t told you about swimming yet…  She had to change on her own which I can appreciate, so we practiced, I helped her the best I could and although I knew they wouldn’t be there when she changed, I was expecting that should she decide to get dress over her wet swimsuit they would noticed!!!  I picked her up one day and she was soaked, I asked her what happened, than I noticed the swimsuit straps on her shoulders.  I took her to the “responsible” person on site at the moment…  The guy told me nobody noticed….  How could they not noticed???  She was soaked!!!


I continued to modify how I packed Emily’s snacks, lunch, shoes, hat, swimsuit gear, sun lotion, watch, extra clothes…..

I was so happy when the summer was over and school started again!  When we talked about it, Emily was also really happy that the YMCA summer program was over.  She wanted to stop during the summer, I wanted her to stop going there as well as it was nothing like what it should have been or could have been but we were stuck….

Back to school brought another set of challenges….  We didn’t have a daycare anymore, the nice one she was at before closed… We decided that I would get up super early, start work at 6:00am and go get Emily at the end of her school day.  That meant I was going to bed really early and my lovely husband was on it’s own in the morning to get Emily ready for school.  After school, I was on my own until 9 or 10pm when he was done work…

We didn’t see each other much but Emily was safe, we knew she was ok as she was with us.

The following summer she was 13, at 13, she was too old for summer program and daycares so hubby and I had to have a serious conversations about what we would do…  We made all the appropriate calculation and agreed that he would move from full-time employment to part-time so he could be home during the day and I would be home mid-afternoon as I would continue to get to work at 6:00am…

I was looking forward to sleeping-in from time to time… even though that meant getting up at 8am.

Last spring, hubby found a new job, an overnight job!!!  Midnight to 7 am!!!  That sounds really bad …. right?  Not for us!!!

With hubby’s new schedule, I get to sleep until 7:00 am, start work at 8:30am and Emily could stay home during the day for the summer.  She was 14!  She was ready to be on her own with daddy sleeping in our bedroom.

Considering we got rid of our home phone line a couple of years before, we ended-up buying Emily her own iphone to match ours. We programmed our numbers in it and got her set-up for text and phone.  We told her what she could and couldn’t do.  What was ok and what wasn’t….  I programmed it with daily tasks and reminders…  Bathroom reminders, snacks, lunch, clean-up, wake-up daddy, …. and more

Within a week or so, she stopped waking up daddy but did great with the other reminders.  She was calling me at work a lot and we got that under control within a couple of weeks where she finally understood that she could call if she wasn’t sure what to do, if she was facing a challenge or a difficult situation.

We had a lunch date once a week, I would come get her (so she had to get dress that day) and we would go out.  I wanted to just drop her off at home after so we got her a house key…

She started to carry a purse for her phone, her key and her wallet…  The summer was great, Emily learned new responsibilities… She can even text a little.  Some short words and some emoticons!!!


What a difference between that summer and  the not so great summer at the YMCA.

So this summer, we are starting her on the summer at home program once again!  She will go to tutoring twice a week, on Tuesdays and Wednesdays from 9am to 1pm.  There, she will continue to work on her math and on her reading.

She will continue therapeutic horseback riding once a week.


She will also start baseball with the Hub City Brewers – Field of Dreams next week.  It’s her 3rd summer, once a week, she plays baseball with friends!!!


What are your kids doing this summer?  How much changes would you be willing to apply to your current way of living to make sure they are safe and sound?  Would you wake-up super early or work over night?  Would you take a cut in income by working part-time?  Would you cut the time you spend with your spouse?  What would you be willing to do?